He Loves Me, He Loves Me Not

so confused
where do I stand?
do you want to be here
with me hand in hand
are we the same people
we were when we met?
or are you changing me
are you my biggest threat?
I cant tell anymore
where I end and you begin
my heart has hit the floor
over and over again.

you showed me what
it was like to fall in love
I gave to you my heart
and now its empty of
all the things I thought I'd feel
all the dreams I thought were real.
everything I said to you
has disappeared into the dark dark
night, out of sight from my naked eyes.
and now all I wear is this disguise
you made for me, to make me real
your perfect girl, what a deal.

if I was myself,
would you love me less?
or should I be quiet,
I know it'd be less stress.

I feel so real
with your arms around me
your perfect girl
is now reality.
but when I'm gone,
I see the truth
I see the girl
that I once knew.

should I keep her here?
to love and hold
or should she disappear
should I be so bold?

my words are running out of time
this girl is leaving.
entering a world of lying,
fake and deceiving
herself because the man she loves
cant be with this girl
thats unworthy of
his life, his love, his dreams.

hello world,
this perfect girl has arrived
this perfect smile is a lie
lets take it in, pretend its real
lets show these people
you're good at making things
and breaking things. lets show them.

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